Max is Baptized

8 YEARS OLD!

I can't belive Max is 8 years old! He was such a sweet baby. I can remember bringing him home and Ryanne being excited and Zachary just wanting to lay on top of him and love him. He was such a cute little baby anddidn't mind his older brother too much. Max was lucky this year to have his birthday on the weekend of his baptism. We got to have alot of family in town to celebrate with us. What a special time.  I just wanted to add a bunch of random pictures of Max Man. We sure do love this boy. He is so fun and sweet. 

Zachary gets his Wolf

 Zach got his Wolf award! We are so proud of him. He doesn't do scouts like a traditional scout. We do what we can with him with scouts and his therapy appointments. I often times feel like we could do better but we do what we can. We sure do love this boy. His scout leaders are really great. Each pack meeting Zach get sad if he doesn't get some sort of award like the other boys. So they give him a recognition of something to help him feel important.  It has really helped him feel accomplished with awards. We so thank the leaders for their compassion and kindness and understanding.

Dad went behind the doors and dressed as a deer and Zach got to go slay the deer and bring the fur to show everyone, while wearing his fang teeth of course. It was cute and Zach loved it.

Sprinkler Fun! For Everyone!

 So while Matt was watering the lawn he dedicded that he should spray the kids. They had a blast. I went outside to find Max running in place singing Maniac from "Flashdance" while Matt was spraying him. We just laughed so hard. It was hilarious.

Nini decided she needed to join in the fun and played in the sprinklers too.

Fun times!

2011 Summer Swim Team. Taylor Torpedos!

This was Max's first year on swim team. He did really good. He learned the strokes and did really well. His first meet was a bit nerve racking but he did great. He loved every minute of swim team. Each day he would come home invigorated from the workout. He would be energized for the day. 

The kids loved their summer swim team. Ryanne didn't care much for the early morning practices but I am proud of her for doing it. We sure are proud of you both! (Sorry Ryanne for some reason we don't have pictures of you this year.):

Michael turns 5!!

Its hard to believe that he is already 5 and ready for Kindergarten. Michael is so excited for school to start and ride the bus with Ryanne and Max.  I just don't know that I am ready for it.

I love this picture. This was Zacharys bike for Christmas 2007 when Michael as 1 1/2 years.  It was so fun to watch him always crawl onto it. Then one day his little feet touched the pedals. And my baby wasn't a baby.  This year Michael's birthday was the day after a terrible dust storm so we couldn't go swimming. We DID have a great time together as a family though.  We gave him his own pair of swimming shorts and a kick board to help him learn to swim, which he got to use 2 days later.  He is doing amazing. He is jumping off the diving board, doing his pencil dives and swimming all over the place.  It's so fun to watch his excitement about swimming all by himself.  Michael motto for his birthday was "It's by birthday and I can act like I want to".  His exact words.  Well that didn't go over completely well and the birthday boy had to have a little calm down time in his room. I thought it was funny though, when he wasn't looking of course. One of the things he loves to do this summer is to wear his swim goggles as sun glasses when we go outside. We love you Michael. What a blessing you are in our family.

AUTISM In March!

Well sometimes I feel like Autism describes my life. Today it sure did. Zach had a horrible day on the bus and I had it out with the bus aide. I have never yelled at someone like that before. I really don't feel guilty about it. He was too rough and bent Zach's arm out of frustration and hurt him. THAT IS NOT OK! I guess he felt it was his duty in life to teach our son how to behave during a 20 minute bus trip. Unfortunately micromanaging Zachary's behavior doesn't work. Angry would describe me yesterday. So yet another call to the busing supervisor. Her and I are getting to know each other well this year. So after that "episode" as I will call it we had cub scout pack meeting last night. It just so happens that Matt was asked to talk about Autism. Matt found this poem and I wanted to share it. It was heart wrenching to read. Which I did last night. I could barely get through it. Matt warned me that it would be hard. But as I was feeling still wound up about the bus episode I thought I could. Not so much. It really had my emotions all over the place. Here it is:

The Misunderstood Child A poem about children with hidden disabilities by Kathy Winters
I am the child that looks healthy and fine. I was born with ten fingers and toes. But something is different, somewhere in my mind, And what it is, nobody knows. I am the child that struggles in school, Though they say that I'm perfectly smart. They tell me I'm lazy -can learn if I try- But I don't seem to know where to start. I am the child that won't wear the clothes Which hurt me or bother my feet. I dread sudden noises, can't handle most smells, And tastes -there are few foods I'll eat. I am the child that can't catch the ball And runs with an awkward gait. I am the one chosen last on the team And I cringe as I stand there and wait. I am the child with whom no one will play- The one that gets bullied and teased. I try to fit in and I want to be liked But nothing I do seems to please. I am the child that tantrums and freaks Over things that seem petty and trite. You'll never know how I panic inside, When I', lost in my anger and fright. I am the child that fidgets and squirms Though I'm told to sit still and be good. Do you think that I choose to be out of control? Don't you know that I would if I could? I am the child with the broken heart Though I act like I don't really care. Perhaps there's a reason God made me this way. Some message he sent me to share. For I am the child that needs to be loved and accepted and valued too. I am the child that is misunderstood. I am different-but look just like you.

What a powerful poem. As Autism awareness is coming up I hope that it helps people understand more about what these little ones are going through and have more love and compassion for them. I know my Zachary struggles and he is an amazing kid. I have the best 4 children! Ryanne, Max and Michael do not cease to amaze me with their compassion and love for their brother. They are truly each such a blessing from God.

Ryanne Turns 11!

Ryanne Madison Garn turns 11 today.

Wow is all I can say. I knew the day would come that she would be older and not play with dolls anymore, I just wasn't prepared for my little girl to be not so little. Ryanne is an amazing young girl. I thank God everyday for her in our lives. How did I get so blessed. Last night she was bouncing off the walls because today was her birthday. This morning at 12:48 am she tells me she is now 11. At least i was already up with her brother who had a bad dream. It was so fun to see her excitement, she was dressed and ready to go before 6am. I thought I would add a picture for each year. What a beautiful little lady.

When Ryanne was born the Doctor wanted to induce my labor. So since I was ready we went ahead and did it. I did have a choice in check in times so I choose to check in on Feb 29. I didn't want a leap year baby. Her labor was pretty uneventful. Just long and long. At around 10:30 at night on March 1st she came into the world with her daddy's hands. What an amazing experience.

1 year - A ball of fire who loved to play and get into everything.

2 years - Loved dolls and dress up shoes

3 years - Had 2 brothers and survived.

4 years old - Loved dress up and playing with her best buddy Brittney.

5 years old - School time. Started kinder and just really excelled.

6 years old - Brother #3 came along and she survived yet another boy in the house. Even though she really wanted a sister she was so happy and always held him when she was home.

7 years old - Last year of dolls.

8 years old - Ryanne was baptized. What a spiritual day. She was so happy with her decision.

9 years old - The time of High School Musical and Hannah Montana.

10 years old - She has so many things she loves to do. Swimming, playing, piano, cello, and friends. Just to name a few. Ryanne you are such an amazing daughter and we love you with all our hearts.
Now we just need to take a picture on her first official day as an 11 year old. I love you Ryanne.

Inspiration

What inspires me:
Matt
Ryanne
Zachary
Maxwell
Michael.

They each inspire me to be a better person and have such a desire to be a better mother.